My baby is 4!

My little boy turned four. We all say this, but where does the time go. I was thinking, wow, only 14 years until he's out of here. I would be lying if I wasn't a little depressed this day. My nickname for Carson is Peter Pan, "cuz he's never gonna grow up" But I think he will grow up. I in no way want another baby, I just don't want this one to get big.

For his birthday Carson really wanted to go to Chile's. So that's where we went. In all honesty it didn't matter where we went all he wanted was chicken fingers and mac and cheese. But we got a big dessert and the end and he couldn't have been happier. Just look at that smile. I just want to eat him up.